it's not an insult; it's an opinion...

I was working on this new Julian Casablancas layout and my laptop suddenly froze on me, ahhh! Just earlier I was thinking "I should save what I have now before my computer freezes" -cause you know how these things usually happen when you're deep into a project. UGH, I didn't save! I wish Photoshop was more like Word, autosave all your crap in case things like this were to happen.

Although you're my life, I fucken hate you right now fucken Dell.

ps- I can't seem to stay up or even finish a movie lately. I've started and stopped watching: This Is It, The Invention Of Lying and Gamer. It's a miracle I finished Whatever Works, I mean it took me a couple of days, but like the rest of them I ended up falling asleep.

For the third time in 14 months I don't know what to do with myself. I've searched every update on every website I'm use to visiting and I'm done. I think my third listed fear on my Listography is, or actually, has came true. I can't find either Dumbo or Tarzan online (*pity excuse to kill an hour and a half) and I have absolutely nothing to do. I doubt this is how people live their lives, why can't I just be normal... gosh!

Happy Halloween?

My cousin sent me a box full of candy. Woop-de-doo. I'll be working tomorrow so I won't be out and about freeloading off candy. Not that it surprises me since it's the second consecutive year I haven't done it, fucken government!

I did quite a lot today except talk with my family. Let's see: got off at 8a, clinic appointment at 10:55, got there at 10:30... got seen at 11:20 (wtf, yes i know!), got weighed, HPV shot in my shoulder it went, scheduled another appointment, went to the thrift store, finance, to the commissary and back in my room I was at 1-ish. I also got around making another layout, Kurt Cobain, yup you guessed it. Umm, I just got done watching The Stepfather and it was pretty stupid. There's a new Gossip Girl episode so I'm watching that and skipped out on Saw VI.

I don't have Ellise anymore, but HOLY FUCK... I went to the commissary today and I think I saw the cute guy, I think, because today he looked ugly. It looks like he dyed his hair (or just didn't re-dye it black?) and grew it out a little bit. Ew and eww. Whyyy?!?

Tomorrow equals more running around... great :/

Oh, I made rice krispie treats in the microwave. Say whatt! It came out pretty decent too. Thank you Percy Spencer for your accidental discoveries!

School work got done today and so did the scheduling of my final. Woot, I can't wait to finish up with this class!

I watched Snow White and The Seven Dwarfs and 2012: Supernova. One, Snow White's voice is annoying and two, 2012 was way to smart for me.

I thought I was sleepy and ready for a long full night of sleep at 7p, but I ended up waking up at midnight and I've been up ever since. It's 4:40a and my alarm should go off in about 2 hours and 20 minutes. So I'm done with this post and off I go. Hopefully some sleep.

*damn you, "Blue (Da Be Dee)" song, it's was in my head all night and that's all I kept singing while trying to sleep.

I watched Paranormal Activity and I thought it was alright until I found it out was fucken fake. Damn it. Any who now I'm about to watch Pinocchio. It's 10 past midnight...

So I just finished watching Where The Wild Things Are along with Project Runway's latest episode and it's only 4:10a. The movie was pretty gay, I gotta admit. What's so great about it anyways? Did a boring children book just completely slip my mind? I don't know, but whatever. Moving on, that one guy that was eliminated is finally out, finally!

Okay, maybe I can take a little nap and wake up at the time normal people are up, yes?

*more like that nap was 11 hours long, so now I might end up going to sleep at an awkward time again

I'm gonna start watching Gossip Girl. I'm 3 seasons behind, but fuck it. Let the viewing begin...

EDIT (10/16) Season 1 complete... on with season 2
EDIT (10/20) Season 2 complete... the 6 episodes on season 3 will have to wait, soon though
EDIT (10/21) Alright, let's begin season 3
EDIT (10/22) Now, I'm up to date :)

I've been feeling pretty shitty since I got back from the States. I guess it was the feeling of having your family close by... there with you, actually in your life. I'm an emotional antisocial wreck who beat their previous Tetris score due to extreme boredom. School isn't helping, due to procrastinating I was working on my homework for about 2 hours today and really didn't get that far. I lost it after the 2nd or 3rd week. I started my 3rd assignment and I got stuck, fuck!

I did, although, catch up on Project Runway, America's Next Top Model and Jezebel, haha. But then again I've also been awake since 3a. I watched Surrogates and after this I'll be watching Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs... exciting much or am I just getting by?

I hate how I'm fucken 6,424 miles away from home.

The memories...

Let's see, I never pre-ordered the book nor did I care to buy it the night it was on sale, but I did attend the midnight release for it, haha! We got fooled, those glow sticks were no wands. Damn Barns and Noble!

769 days ago...

Truly, I only read it because I found it for $4.00 bucks at my local thrift store. I do gotta say though, I wish I would have read it a lot sooner, because it was good! Now, I can't wait for the movie.

EDIT (09/04) - I just finished reading the book, took me a good 5 days, but it got finished before flying back to California so I'm happy.

ps- I fly out in 15 hours

Dear Quentin Tarantino,